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"It is a time when one's spirit is subdued and sad, one knows not why; when the past seems a storm-swept desolation, life a vanity and a burden, and the future but a way to death."- Mark Twain

Sunday, November 30, 2008

8 months down the road but the pain is still there. I thought I had moved on but every single time people talked about their dads, about relatives being admitted to hospitals or about their families going on trips together, it just trigger a sore point in my heart. That sore will never go away. Festive seasons will not be the same. Chinese New Year is coming and will be the first where I will not be waiting for my Dad to come home from work on New Year's eve to have our reunion dinner. I will never be able to have a reunion dinner with him.

i am also worried about my Mum. She seems to be ok but if I am not, how can she be. I know she is trying very hard to move on too. She is now working as a cleaner in an army camp. Although she has more time to herself now compared to helping my Dad in the past, I am sure she wished that everything could be like in the past. But it will never be.

As for my sister, I think I have grown to cherish her more. She doesnt feel good either but I think her new life with her hubby would take her away from all these better. I hope with her own family now, that she will learn to take care of herself and be happy always.

I will forever remember 14th March 2008 - its the ONE single day that will change our whole lives.

Funny But Not A Clown screamed @ 5:47 PM

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*Scream @ Me*
Name* Ng Seow Siong AKA Ah Siong
BD* 5th Dec 1977
Gender* Male
Orientation*Straight, very straight
Loves* God, Dad, Mum and Sister, Rocking out with the band, chilling out with friends
Will Never Love* Idiots

Just me--

I am difficult to understand and I hate to be understood. I am best left alone. Just be my friend but do not ever try to show me that you understand me better than myself. I am a loyal person and everyone is my friend until he or she chooses not to be. Actually that is quite easy to understand right. If you hit the right note with me, you will find me very easy going.

I love music. And I love writing music and jamming with my band. Music has accompanied me through the worst times of my life. I thank God for that gift.

I am different and I am not afraid to be different. I hate politically correct people. Its alright to be courteous but not right to be a hypocrite.

I am funny. I love to be funny. I am not afraid to make fun of myself to bring laughter to others. I love making others happy. But I am not a clown.

*Try and scare me*

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