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"It is a time when one's spirit is subdued and sad, one knows not why; when the past seems a storm-swept desolation, life a vanity and a burden, and the future but a way to death."- Mark Twain

Friday, September 05, 2008

It gets a little tiring sometimes.....

When some people says that religion like Christianity is nothing more than emotional support. I agree. We are humans. And we need emotional support alot. I do not appear emotional to my friends and people around me. People always see me as forever happy. People always think I am never sad. People think I am always positive.

I like to think they are right but they are not. Many times, I withdraw into my own space and its only in my space that I can fully express my emotions. I am not as much an extrovert people think I am. I am an introvert who choose to be an extrovert.

And its only in a space where no one else but God and myself shared that I am able to be myself. I cursed. I cried. I break down. I am torn. I get lost. I questioned. I screamed. But God is just there. Always there. He is an emotional support. But He is more than that. When I got to know Him14 years ago, He gave me a reason to live on in this world. He helped me realised my worth in this world. It is Him who enabled me to go out to the world and be brave to face it and yet received me in my private space and allowed me to be myself.

I realised something through this tough period of time. "Love is not saying what you think others want to hear. Love is not saying but being. Just being there." What God says is important but to me, He being here for me, is more important than any words He has spoken.

Introducing some other bands:

BAND: SKILLET

A Christian hard rocking band. Good mainstream rock with great melodies and vocals and tunes you will nod your head to.

SONG: REBIRTH


SONG: SAVIOR


BAND: AUDIO ADRENALINE

A Christian alternative indie band. I liked them when I first heard them on Some Kind Of Zombie. Their tunes sound more fun than seriously rocking out. But its really weird that I like some of their songs. Listen to them.

SONG: SOME KIND OF ZOMBIE


SONG: NEVER GONNA BE AS BIG AS JESUS

Funny But Not A Clown screamed @ 12:32 AM

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*Scream @ Me*
Name* Ng Seow Siong AKA Ah Siong
BD* 5th Dec 1977
Gender* Male
Orientation*Straight, very straight
Loves* God, Dad, Mum and Sister, Rocking out with the band, chilling out with friends
Will Never Love* Idiots

Just me--

I am difficult to understand and I hate to be understood. I am best left alone. Just be my friend but do not ever try to show me that you understand me better than myself. I am a loyal person and everyone is my friend until he or she chooses not to be. Actually that is quite easy to understand right. If you hit the right note with me, you will find me very easy going.

I love music. And I love writing music and jamming with my band. Music has accompanied me through the worst times of my life. I thank God for that gift.

I am different and I am not afraid to be different. I hate politically correct people. Its alright to be courteous but not right to be a hypocrite.

I am funny. I love to be funny. I am not afraid to make fun of myself to bring laughter to others. I love making others happy. But I am not a clown.

*Try and scare me*

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