SCREAM!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

It has been a while.

A year has passed since I joined Philips and I really thank God that I am doing very well over there. I have opportunities there. Plenty. I am moving next year to another division and that is a good move for me in terms of my career.

And to be honest, my life seems pretty good now. Not fantastic, but good. I have a good job, a good boss, good colleagues, attending another church, joining Sonic Edge Cell again after a long time, knowing good people. But somehow I just don;t want a GOOD life. I want to have a life that makes a difference.

Like I always said, I no longer see the importance of climbing the corporate ladder, I no longer see the importance of earning as much as I can, I do not even see the importance to outshine another person at work.

I am frustrated. I am a happy person but many times, I am frustrated. I want to leave Singapore just for a few years and see the world. I mean I have travelled but I really want to SEE the world. I want to experience another culture. I want to see how I fit into the scheme of things in this big world that God created. And I guess I just have to pray. I am praying that my job can take me places, again not for the money, but to see places and the people whom I never had the chance to see before.

My good friend, *TTG*, has submitted his resignation on Monday and he really handled very badly and to be serious, my boss was very disappointed not by him leaving but by how he is leaving. I shall not say more but *TTG*, you know how I feel about this whole issue and I guess there is one thing I have said to you only once when we barely knew each other but I now want to say to you again. God still loves you. He still does and always will.

On a brighter note, going back to Sonic Edge has really make my past 2 months very fruitful. I love the peeps there and seriously Sonic Edge has always been in my heart since I was with them in 1999. I got back into the cell and SE has changed alot. For the better and I know SE will have to move on and see itself not just as a platform for musicians to come together but as a ministry to minister to people regardless of interest, culture or maturity. I want to be part of the movement that will change my life and through my life, change the lives of others.

The peeps there I meet are great...the old frens like Dex, Milton, Gordon, Chris, Marcus, John Chiong, Jon Chan, Liana, Jon Hems, Zhen Fang.....and of cos new faces like Pamela, Rachel, Shawn, Kevin and people like Lyndon whom is a great fren and bandmate and many many many many others

I love you all lah. You all love me or not. Anyway

~~SOMEONE~~ PAMELA ask me to update blog lah...so I DEDICATE THIS ENTRY to that ~~SOMEONE~~ PAMELA lah....

To that ~~SOMEONE~~ PAMELA, you are a very bubbly person and very nice to talk to and crap with and I know you will agree I am a cute young boy. I thank you in advance.

Alright, peeps, I will update again in time to come when I feel like it lah huh....if you not happy, call police.

OK!

God bless you all lah!

Funny But Not A Clown screamed @ 3:43 AM

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