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"It is a time when one's spirit is subdued and sad, one knows not why; when the past seems a storm-swept desolation, life a vanity and a burden, and the future but a way to death."- Mark Twain

Thursday, April 20, 2006

On Good Friday which is last Friday, we had a scare. I was watching TV late around 1am when my dad came out of the room and wanted to go toilet. He told me he is feeling feverish and I became very worried. For those who did not know, my dad has been diagnosed with a rare and incurable condition called Primary Sclerosis Cholangitis since March last year. Symptoms like fevers could mean deterioation of the condition. So there I was wanting to take him to hospital immediately (that was what the doctors advised). So he went into the toilet and change. While he was in the toilet, I heard him making noises and I went in immediately...he was holding onto the sink and he was just shivering and suddenly he just collapsed. But thank God I was there to hold on to him, I would not want to imagine what would happen if he fell. At his age, a fall could result in many things. I was praying in my heart, God please let my dad be ok...and amazingly he sat down, had 2 panadols and he felt better. Thank God for that.

Anyway the very next day, I was about to go out and my Mum called me to say my Dad is shivering again and having very bad fever. I went to his shop immediately and brought him to the doctor and to my relief, the diagnosis was that of Urinary Tract Inflammation which could be cured with antibiotics.

I was very relieved but it also brought alot of things to mind. Whether I should go back into a salaried job. Right now, my parents do not depend on me but I hate to imagine what would happen if my dad collapses. I am in a dilemma. Right now, I am looking for a full time job that will again give me a decent salary but I pray that God will bless me with a job that will give me time too. Through these 2 months of scrimping, I realise the importance of relying on God. It is my prayer that when I do go back to a job which pays a monthly salary that I will not lose my dependence on God. Pray for me and with me.

Funny But Not A Clown screamed @ 2:51 PM

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*Scream @ Me*
Name* Ng Seow Siong AKA Ah Siong
BD* 5th Dec 1977
Gender* Male
Orientation*Straight, very straight
Loves* God, Dad, Mum and Sister, Rocking out with the band, chilling out with friends
Will Never Love* Idiots

Just me--

I am difficult to understand and I hate to be understood. I am best left alone. Just be my friend but do not ever try to show me that you understand me better than myself. I am a loyal person and everyone is my friend until he or she chooses not to be. Actually that is quite easy to understand right. If you hit the right note with me, you will find me very easy going.

I love music. And I love writing music and jamming with my band. Music has accompanied me through the worst times of my life. I thank God for that gift.

I am different and I am not afraid to be different. I hate politically correct people. Its alright to be courteous but not right to be a hypocrite.

I am funny. I love to be funny. I am not afraid to make fun of myself to bring laughter to others. I love making others happy. But I am not a clown.

*Try and scare me*

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