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"It is a time when one's spirit is subdued and sad, one knows not why; when the past seems a storm-swept desolation, life a vanity and a burden, and the future but a way to death."- Mark Twain

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I have been wondering for the last one month whether I made the right choice in my new job. I am sure that God wants me to leave my previous job but maybe this new job is not what is planned for me? I am seriously struggling financially. This is something I have not faced for the last 3 years. I had not saved ANYTHING from what I earned for the past 3 years. YES. NOTHING.

But yet, I feel a certain sense of serenity in me. Its like God telling me to trust in Him and not to worry. Some would think this is escapism but I think it is putting your hope in the right places and person. This is a difficult time for me. I thank God that I have Him with me because throughout this whole period of me deciding to quit my job and moving on despite knowing that financial difficulties might set in, I have always felt this peace that things would move on fine. So I guess its time to keep trusting God and also do my part in spending lesser, which means lesser expensive outings to clubs and pubs and restaurants.

God, I thank you because You PROVIDE. ALWAYS.

WORK: I am still feeling my way around. I have pretty nice colleagues. It helps that you do not see them everyday, thus lesser friction. I have closed 2 deals. Not much commission, but every single cent, I thank God for it. I guess this is a way of teaching me to live within my means and be contented.

Some asked me whether is it truly worth it to leave my previous company which is paying well to jump into the unknown especially at my age?

My answer: it is. WHY? Because I am happier.

God bless all of us and trust in Him always.

Funny But Not A Clown screamed @ 7:51 PM

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*Scream @ Me*
Name* Ng Seow Siong AKA Ah Siong
BD* 5th Dec 1977
Gender* Male
Orientation*Straight, very straight
Loves* God, Dad, Mum and Sister, Rocking out with the band, chilling out with friends
Will Never Love* Idiots

Just me--

I am difficult to understand and I hate to be understood. I am best left alone. Just be my friend but do not ever try to show me that you understand me better than myself. I am a loyal person and everyone is my friend until he or she chooses not to be. Actually that is quite easy to understand right. If you hit the right note with me, you will find me very easy going.

I love music. And I love writing music and jamming with my band. Music has accompanied me through the worst times of my life. I thank God for that gift.

I am different and I am not afraid to be different. I hate politically correct people. Its alright to be courteous but not right to be a hypocrite.

I am funny. I love to be funny. I am not afraid to make fun of myself to bring laughter to others. I love making others happy. But I am not a clown.

*Try and scare me*

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